A blog about a depressed girl who will probably commit suicide tomorrow. Laugh if you will. It's funny.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
My Motivation
Okay, so I've been exercising everyday for a month and I just noticed that my 'motivation song' is really weird. It's slow and sexy. It's actually called Motivation by Kelly Rowland. I guess I'm weird but when she says 'Push Harder' and stuff like that I feel power going through my veins and I'm able to push through my 45 minutes a day. Because before this summer I was basically a fat, depressed sloth. It was really disgusting. But now I'm motivated to work hard and become the person I want to be. I want to be able to look in the mirror and see beauty. I also want to be able to walk without my thighs rubbing together, lol. I guess I'll just keep moving forward. And for the people out there trying to lose weight but can't get motivated just get up and do it. Don't make an elaborate plan. Just DO IT!! I know what I'm talking about. One day I was like 'eff this'! And I just got up and started working out. Anything is better than nothing. I started with 15 minutes, then moved to 30, and now I'm at 45. And once I get that down I'll be at 60. I'm also making sure I drink half a gallon of water a day. Just moving slowly towards my goal of 160 or 170 lbs. I've already lost 15 lbs and I feel amazing! Whoot. It feels beautifully cool! :))
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